a fragment of the girl // soft and sentimental

Fanmix: My Best Friend (BtVS - Buffy/Willow) - Picspam

Fri, 27 Nov 2009 02:40:47 GMT

Fandom: Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Pairing: Buffy/Willow
Title: My Best Friend
Warnings: Possible spoilers for seasons 1-7

.Tracklist.
1. The Hat // Ingrid Michaelson
2. My Best Friend // Weezer
3. Natalie's Song // Sia
4. So High // Strange Radio
5. The World is Over // Bif Naked
6. I'll Find a Way // Rachael Yamagata
7. One Time With Feeling // Regina Spektor
8. Around You // Ingrid Michaelson

1. The Hat, Ingrid Michaelson

I should tell you that you were my first love.

And it's alright. We were seventeen again together.

2. My Best Friend, Weezer

You're my best friend, and I love you, and I love you. Yes I do.

I'm here right beside you. I will never leave you, and I feel the pain you feel when you start crying.

3. Natalie's Song, Sia

I'm in the wars, can't speak for crying. Close all the doors, since I am dying.

Momentarily she brings peace to me.

4. So High, Strange Radio

If I could I would be just like you, so high. If only you could be the one that I've dreamed of. I'd have the perfect world inside my mind.

I need you I breathe you, you breathe me. So high. If I could I would be just like you.

5. The World is Over, Bif Naked

"The world is over". I can't believe it's true. How can it all be over when I am not over you?

6. I'll Find a Way, Rachael Yamagata

Wait for me, wait for me. Darling, I need you desperately, desperately here. And I'll find a way to see you again.

7. One Time With Feeling, Regina Spektor

Your stitches are all out,but your scars are healing wrong.

Hold on. One more time with feeling. Try it again, breathing's just a rhythm. Say it in your mind until you know that the words are right. This is why we fight.

8. Around You, Ingrid Michaelson

I call you my friend and that's all that I knew. Why do I have to pretend to find ways to be around you? You've been there all along. Holding my hand like you do.

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Beta? Yes, again :p.

Mon, 23 Nov 2009 14:24:33 GMT

I'm working on a Bad Girls/Buffy crossover fic for whedonland, and if anyone followed both fandoms and would be able to look over it that would be great. In the fic, Buffy is Helen and Faith is Nikki.

I'm hoping to post the first 1000 words by midnight tonight, but if not, then by Thurs. I hope to have the final chapter by the end of the week.

Tweets

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 09:40:05 GMT

04:41 RT @Krilymcc Please RT if you believe in equality! #VoteNoOn1 in Maine today! (I mean, I don't live in Maine, but EQUALITY, PEOPLE!!) #
04:49 My Sim houses: bit.ly/3fdqzM bit.ly/1eJlVU bit.ly/1T4jYa bit.ly/3PhGo4 bit.ly/1S5qqn bit.ly/Uhgl8 #

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Random Sim Post: A house in Greece

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 15:28:25 GMT

Living Room:

Dining Room:

Living Room:

Bathroom:

Bedroom:

Pool:

Random Sim Post: Dana & Alice

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 15:13:47 GMT

My Sim Family:
The Fairbanks (The L Word)

Dana & Alice Fairbanks, mothers to 6 children (4 at home, 2 married off), and two cats.

Dana & Alice:

A family birthday:

Their new home in Provence:

The pool:

The foyer and grand staircase:

The dining room:

The living room:

Downstairs master bathroom:

The children's hallway library:

The younger children's bedroom:

The older boys' bedroom:

Upstairs bathroom:

Dana & Alice's bedroom:

Random Sim Post: Sarah & Cameron

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 14:55:10 GMT

T:TSCC Sims: Sarah & Cameron

Their Post-Apocalyptic House:
Living Room

Dining Room:

Bedroom:

Bathroom:

The Wedding:
The Chapel

The Kiss:

(Wedding Attendees: Allison & Thirteen Hadley, and daughter)

First Dance as a Married Couple

Random Sim Post

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 14:33:58 GMT

Looking forward to playing Sims when I return home to the states in a week, figured I'd go ahead and clear out my Sim photos from months ago.

House MD: Cuddy & Rebecca Adler's (pilot episode, played by Robin Tunney) home

Outside (clouds added)

Living Room, Part 2:

Study:

Dining Room:

Kitchen:

Bedroom:

Bathroom:

Beta?

Fri, 30 Oct 2009 04:18:22 GMT

Would anyone be interested in beta-ing a 1000 word Buffy/Horror film fic? It would have to be someone who isn't from Whedonland, and I'd need it back by Sat 31st noonish EST. No worries if no one wants to :).

Tweets

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 09:40:02 GMT

05:03 Searching a "persona" of my name returns with a creepy response right out of a horror film: bit.ly/2Be2zA (from bit.ly/1PfoE5) #

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Tweets

Sun, 25 Oct 2009 09:40:07 GMT

04:02 #dollhouse was so good that I was cheering for Priya to run away from the DH, without even considering that it would mean the loss of Dichen #
04:36 RT @whedonesque THR: Dollhouse ratings drop back down. bit.ly/3WGBZG (*cries*) #

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Tweets

Sat, 24 Oct 2009 09:40:07 GMT

14:30 RT @miraclelaurie time for some tasty tasty #Dollhouse starring the beautiful and incredibley talented @dichenlachman tonight! #
14:37 RT @youfoundben even more excited about tonight's ep after seeing @whyiwatch's promo for tonight's #dollhouse ep www.whyiwatch.com/tonight #
14:46 I love the effects in the whyiwatch #dollhouse promo. So pretty :D. www.whyiwatch.com/tonight #
20:49 Wow! Stunning ep of #Dollhouse! #

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Tweets

Fri, 23 Oct 2009 09:46:21 GMT

02:53 I can't wait for #Dollhouse tonight! Hey #teamdollhouse let's make it trend today :D. #

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Wed, 21 Oct 2009 10:56:38 GMT

YAY :D
Archie Panjabi's character on "The Good Wife" could be bisexual
(Via AfterEllen)

Fic: Family (BtVS - Tara, Willow/Tara)

Tue, 20 Oct 2009 17:16:01 GMT

Title: Family
Fandom: Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Character/Pairings: Tara, Willow/Tara
Rating: PG
Summary: Tara meets the Scoobies for the first time.
Written for whedonland's Newbie's First Impression Challenge.
Disclaimer: I do not own Buffy. No profit made, no infringement intended.

"Who Are You?"

Her nerves are raw- all shy and stutter-y, so at first she doesn't think anything of the blonde's jittery aura. Then the words fall on her, sharp and cruel. She takes the time to look into those brown Buffy eyes and notices the darkness behind the perky grin.

Tara wonders who is in there as she realizes the fragmented aura is also damaged- with darkness where there should be light, violence where there should be strength.

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"Where the Wild Things Are"

The real Buffy has big, genuine smiles and makes googly eyes at Riley every five seconds. Tara thinks it’s sweet the way they can’t seem to get enough of each other, still in awe of every detail in their new love.

She can’t help wondering if she’ll ever have someone to be all googly eyed with. She can’t help thinking that the way Willow makes her feel like she’s made of bubbles- all float-y and excited, could be the kinda friends with “girl” in front. She tries not to think of it too much, tries not to get her hopes up, but every time Willow says her name she can’t help but feel like she’s going to burst with joy, all those bubbles taking over.

She turns her focus back to Giles, his slightly weathered face like a book she’d treasured all her life. There is something familiar and comforting about him, like she knew every page by heart, and she'd read it over and over to feel safe, to remember a time when she believed the world was just and every story could end in happily ever after. It’s not that he sugar-coats the truth in the slightest, it’s just that he makes believing seem possible again.

Just being around the scoobies makes her feel safe and warm, and as she watches them tease each other, she understands why. They’re a family. Not the kind you’re born into, the kind you choose. And choosing to love each of their friends unconditionally makes their family all the more meaningful.

They’re the kind of family that she’d want desperately if she ever let herself admit it.

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"Family"

Tears are rushing down her face, across her hot cheeks that burn with shame. They see her now for what she is- half demon. She's ruined everything, and now she has to give up to what she treasures most.

When she’s sure that her whole world is going to come crashing down, their voices build, strong and fierce. They choose her. As family. And she chooses them. And it means everything.

Tweets

Sun, 18 Oct 2009 09:40:09 GMT

20:24 RT @MoTancharoen twitpic.com/lxm30 - @dichenlachman @feliciaday something funny happened. I don't remember what... #

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Tweets

Fri, 16 Oct 2009 09:40:07 GMT

00:19 Today I dressed as Inara for my film class' final class costume festivities, and then admitted to all 500 students that I write femslash. #
00:24 Yes, it was as awkward as it sounds. Especially when my prof wanted to know pairings. I was blushing like crazy. #

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Tweets

Wed, 14 Oct 2009 09:40:13 GMT

03:50 RT @Krilymcc Are you free next saturday? www.itwasthebestnightever.com/ #HowIMetYourMother #

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Tweets

Tue, 13 Oct 2009 09:40:08 GMT

05:00 RT @FoxFridays We will make so again! @babydykecate: Was #dollhouse really a trending topic? Too bad I missed it, but still, awesome :) #
05:02 Getting RT'd pretty much makes me happy. Doesn't take much to make me smile like a fool. You should see me read fanfic reviews in public ;). #
13:10 RT @gossi RT @TheLiveFeed: Exclu: Fox will air all 13 'Dollhouse' episodes! bit.ly/ORcMM Joss says 13th hour will have some 'closure' #

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Tweets

Sun, 11 Oct 2009 09:40:09 GMT

05:01 RT @gossi Dollhouse almost 25% up on viewers this week. Go Timmy! Go Letterman! Go fan campaigns? #
05:14 RT @Penikitty Dollhouse ratings better this week: rose to a 1.0 adults 18-49 rating and 2.25 million viewers. bit.ly/51L4V #

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Tweets

Sat, 10 Oct 2009 09:40:06 GMT

00:09 New #dollhouse fan advertisement I made i35.tinypic.com/264gefb.jpg #DollhouseTonightOnFox #savedollhouse #teamdollhouse #
05:45 #followfriday #dollhouse peeps @elizadushku @miraclelaurie @dichenlachman @motancharoen @frankranz #teamdollhouse #
05:53 RT @MoTancharoen #DollhouseTonightOnFox 9pm Watch it. DVR it. Make sweet silky love to it. ( #teamdollhouse) #
06:31 Interesting new system of tracking TV viewers in Canada. tinyurl.com/yk8nmv7 Perhaps Nelson Ratings could be inspired by this. #
06:42 What are you doing tonight? It better involve #Dollhouse >Watch, DVDR, promote, itunes or hulu #DollhouseTonightOnFox #teamdollhouse #
06:46 Is #Dollhouse worth an hour of ur Friday night? Read & decide. bit.ly/dWH7e
#DollhouseTonightOnFox #recorddollhouse #teamdollhouse #
07:28 Late to the #Dollhouse? Might tonight be ur first ep? Catch this season 1 recap: bit.ly/OURJP #DollhouseTonightOnFox #teamdollhouse #
14:13 #Dollhouse is airing now! Watch or record, or iTunes and Hulu later. #DollhouseTonightOnFox #
14:21 Stop #Dollhouse from being the smartest show you're not watching, and watch/record it now! #DollhouseTonightOnFox #recorddollhouse #
16:42 Was #dollhouse really a trending topic? Too bad I missed it, but still, awesome :). #

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Tweets

Fri, 09 Oct 2009 09:40:06 GMT

14:28 RT @youfoundben HILARIOUS @elizadushku #dollhouse interview & fight w/jimmy fallon bit.ly/1773VP #teamdollhouse #

15:37 RT @FoxBroadcasting Why #DOLLHOUSE should be saved and what's coming next for the show - bit.ly/11L1Yr #teamdollhouse #

15:41 #Dollhouse fan advertisement I made www.upload.mn/view/0prdndb1gowc5x3uu0fe.png #teamdollhouse #savedollhouse #

18:02 RT @youfoundben More #dollhouse ads! is.gd/3ZIwi Print em/cut em out/share! Promote whyiwatch.com #savedollhouse #teamdollhouse #

18:11 So much rain! Why Wellington? Why? Spring isn't meant to be as cold as winter! #

20:40 RT @LADollhouse: Imagine if you will, a world where everyone knew they could see #DollhouseTonightOnFox! #Dollhouse #teamdollhouse #
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Tweets

Thu, 08 Oct 2009 09:40:06 GMT

22:52 RT @gossi Fox looking into Twitter/Hulu 'Must See Streaming' event for #Dollhouse now ( #teamdollhouse ) #

23:18 What can't we face if we're together? > fans make it happen > Raise #dollhouse Ratings! #savedollhouse #recorddollhouse #teamdollhouse #

23:19 Apocalypse; We've all been there > Dollhouse may be in trouble, so join the fight to Raise #dollhouse Ratings! #savedollhouse #teamdollhouse #

23:28 RT @Penikitty Hey everyone, pass on the dollhouse season one recap! bit.ly/OURJP #Dollhouse the word! (via @crhobbs42) #teamdollhouse #

23:35 RT @mira
clelaurie Writers R writing, the crew is crewing, the actors R acting & Joss is Jossing. we need more Watchers WATCHING! #Dollhouse #

23:36 my first thought? > We need more Giles & Wesley? > Watchers watching #dollhouse lol > #savedollhouse #recorddollhouse #teamdollhouse #

23:53 When I load facebook, I just get a blank screen... ? Weirdness. #

03:11 RT @gossi Eliza was on Good Day New York on FOX 5. The presenter didn't know Dollhouse had premiered and was shocked. #advertisedollhouse #

03:50 RT @gossi Got yet more questions for Eliza? Tweet @hollywoodcrush quickly as she's on her way to MTV. #

04:50 RT @Penikitty Checking out #teamdollhouse's site for #dollhouse www.whyiwatch.com/ (via @MoTancharoen) wooo! Go #teamdollhouse! #

06:24 Yay www.whyiwatch.com/ is finally starting to load for me :D. Check out the site & #savedollhouse #teamdollhouse #

06:27 Wow! www.whyiwatch.com/ loaded, and the site is gorgeous! Seriously beautiful. #savedollhouse #recorddollhouse #teamdollhouse #

07:13 RT @afterellen "Dollhouse" is in danger- again! alturl.com/5fdm I'm glad to see 1 of my fav sites coverin
g #Dollhouse #teamdollhouse #

08:19 RT @gossi The fact "Let's Go To the Mall" is on iTunes is the kind of thing which makes life worth living. I love you, Scherbatsky. > Yes :D #

12:58 RT @FoxBroadcasting Catch Eliza Dushku of #DOLLHOUSE tonight on Late Night with Jimmy Fallon #teamdollhouse #

13:02 RT@gossi Sci-Fi UK have started Dollhouse adverts on air. Doesn't start airing for two weeks. So that's more publicity in the UK than the US #

15:56 RT@InyRules Best #Dollhouse GIF ever. (via @lpod): twitpic.com/ko90b #teamdollhouse #

18:15 Help #dollhouse by rating it on imdb! www.imdb.com/title/tt1135300/ #teamdollhouse #

18:20 RT @gossi I don't wanna jinx anything but the show is sticking on air for now, to see if we can get Topher some friends. #dollhouse #

18:21 Rt @gossi Also expect fun things in the e-pipeline. #dollhouse #teamdollhouse #

18:25 There are a lot of unfavorable/mean reviews of #dolllhouse on imdb :(. If you love this show, add your review. #teamdollhouse #

19:47 Eliza, Dichen, Enver & Tahmoh interview each other: tinyurl.com/y8oocwb #re
corddollhouse #dollhouse #teamdollhouse #

19:54 #Dollhouse Interview > "Who is the biggest prankster on set? > Fox publicity" lol! tinyurl.com/yasd2rv #teamdollhouse #
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Tweets

Wed, 07 Oct 2009 09:40:08 GMT

02:40 Watch the amazing #dollhouse on Hulu, Fox.com, Amazon or iTunes to help ratings! #savedollhouse #recorddollhouse #watchdollhouse #
02:46 What Would Dr. Horrible Do? > Embrace online media and watch #dollhouse online at Hulu or fox.com. #huludollhouse #savedollhouse #
03:17 RT @gossi #Dollhouse good news #1, studio says they love the upcoming eps and 13 eps will be shot for season two.(Doesn't mean they'll air). #
03:18 RT @gossi #Dollhouse good news #2 is the fan campaign is on the radar at the network. And I don't mean that in a negative way. #
03:19 RT @gossi #Dollhouse good news #3 is episode 4
has an air date at the network, just need to convince them to keep it now. (And ADVERTISE it) #
03:30 RT @savevmars Look at a promising new marketing campaign for Dollhouse, only if @foxbroadcasting would advertise it! is.gd/3ZIwi #
03:39 Support #Dollhouse, add a #twibbon to your avatar now! - twibbon.com/join/Dollhouse-4 #
04:56 What can't we face if we're together? > fans make it happen > Raise the Ratings! #savedollhouse #recorddollhouse #watchdollhouse #dollhouse #
04:58 Apocalypse; We've all been there > Dollhouse may be in trouble, so
join the fight to Raise the Ratings! #savedollhouse #recorddollhouse #
05:03 RT @MoTancharoen bit.ly/12Rnx3 Reading: Save #Dollhouse, keep it on TV #
05:15 RT @gossi I'm gonna speak to Publicity and see if we can officially organise a mass Hulu/Twitter event for ep 3 or 4 for #dollhouse. #
05:20 RT @Zannadoo: @gossi We can show the transition from must-see-tv to Must See Streaming - Whedon fans to break the internet again #

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Tweets

Tue, 06 Oct 2009 09:40:10 GMT

22:41 trending topics that need to happen: #watchdollhouse #recorddollhouse #savedollhouse #dollhouse #
22:54 *tries to remember everyone still in America who I can bully into #watchdollhouse * (almost typed Buffy instead of bully lol) #savedollhouse #
23:07 Apologizes to my flist/followers, but expect to see a lot of Dollhouse tweets for a while. #watchdollhouse #savedollhouse #recorddollhouse #

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Misc. Whedonverse Larger Graphics

Sun, 04 Oct 2009 09:19:19 GMT

Misc. Whedonverse Larger Graphics
(most from whedonland contests and giftgiving)
{BtVS}
-Buffy/Willow
-Willow/Tara
-Buffy/Faith
{Dollhouse}
-Echo/Claire
{Firefly}
-Kaylee

{Buffy}
Buffy/Willow (Honorable Mention at whedonland's Blend Challenge)

Willow/Tara

Buffy/Faith

{Dollhouse}
Echo/Claire (made for my comm echo_claire)

{Firefly}
Kaylee

...or Angel- they need members more :). Please mention me if you join :D.